

Pokémon blogs I am an admin on:
- extension on sociology papers
- found out my history paper is actually due on June 3
- free ice cream and cookies
- jammed at the Lynn
- Dad’s giving me a ride home now
- my boobs look great in the bra and tank top I’m wearing
Like, seriously, I look down and I can’t help but think, “DAMN. Those are my boobs and they look fine”.
Time to head home, go to the mall, then take a nap before tackling homework. Good dayyyy.
- write “A Thought Before Bed”
- go the fuck to sleep
- wake the fuck up around 5:30
- work on essay
- get ready for the day
- get to campus around 8:00 or 8:40
- work on (as in FINISH IT) essay till class at 10:15
- get out of class and work on other essays
- go to mall, meet Mamallama there, and buy sunglasses
- go home, finish papers
- breathe
GOOD NIGHT.
Do I take a thirty minute nap and write a paper tonight, or do I go to bed now and wake up early to get shit done?
I think I just might do the latter.
Even though I had a pretty good time shopping with my family today (despite the ridiculous cashier at PacSun failing to scan my sunglasses, which were the only things I really wanted today), I still wish I convinced my mother to let me stay home to do schoolwork because honestly I’m over halfway to the “I GIVE UP WITH THIS” point. BUT I know I must persevere and kick these papers’ butts to fully achieve victory over completing my first year of college.
I managed to get a general outline of all of my papers and understand the prompts more, which really helped me feel more at ease.
I can do this. I can.
Gah. Ugh. I just feel so exhausted right now. Yeah, I think I’ll just go to bed and wake up uber early. Mom’s working tomorrow, so I’m hoping Julia will get picked up by her father and relieve me of babysitting duties. Also I’m hoping Mu Mu the cat visits tomorrow.
Uwahhhhhhhhhhhhh okay. Yeah. I’m going to bed. The bag’s under my eyes are getting worse and I almost cringe every time I see them in my reflection.
Um, what, Mom? What do you mean “we’re going to Portland tomorrow with Bella and her family”?

This is very inconvenient.
Why couldn’t we do this next weekend? Even better, the weekend after that? I have five papers to write this weekend. Five final papers. Sure, yeah, it’s a three-day weekend, but I’m going to explode if I have to try to write them only on two days. Plus my dad and I might be doing a friend’s senior portraits on Monday, too.
I’ll admit that I do miss spending time with them and with our family, but Mom, gosh I just cannot deal your attitude towards me also.
jdlksfajlkjadfk I need tea.
Holy crap. Where did my diet go?
And omg I’m so tired that I can’t even nap. I’m just in a daze. Blehhh.
Worth it.
Leggo.
We’re watching Top Gun right now, lol.
I forgot I took these pictures today! Apparently I’m a very comfortable pillow. Kinsey said I couldn’t post these on Facebook but I could post them here. :P
Wow. Just a few more weeks and it’ll be summer vacation. Yesssss.
A lot has happened over the past 8-9-ish months. I’m grateful for every event no matter how much stress it caused me, how many tears I shed, and how many blows I received to my self-esteem. I’m grateful for all the new friends I’ve made and more. I found myself in a position I never really thought I’d see myself. I challenged and questioned myself till I was overwhelmed and struggling to fit the pieces of my identity back together. I grew and persevered, stumbling every now and then and even breaking down a couple times.
Now I’m packing for the FamiLynn sleepover tomorrow and debating over whether I want to bring an extra blanket or not…which would mean using a bigger bag to lug around. Ahhh, wow. I’m excited. :) I definitely need to do school work before it, though, because it’s crunch time now. I have four papers for my sociology class due on Wednesday that I’m not even going to bother starting till tomorrow. Rawr rawr rawr. Leggo.
UGH. I hate registering for classes.

I didn’t get the schedule or any classes (besides the Intro to Media Writing) I wanted, but I’ll deal with it.

Ch’yeah, I’m taking a Theology class called “God and Evil”.
Class was let out early ten minutes later.
COOL.
Class started twenty-five minutes ago.
WELP GUESS I’LL BE LATE. I’m contemplating on just turning it in then leaving to go to a “family emergency” or claim I’m sick. I look sickly today anyway. Whyyy is it that I can spit out a paper in less than two hours when I’m on a serious time crunch? No me gusta. No. me. gusta.
ARGH UGH MUH. I don’t want to skip my second class. :C I really need a nap though. We’ll see.